

not a nice title
but true
i am feeling very sorry for myself tonight
my mouth is smothered in bongela
i have a sore chest, head, ears, throat, sinuses, and belly.
i keep on passing out
my glands are out so much and my neck is swollen to twice its size so it looks like i have a damned goitr or tumor coming out of it
to make it better
my whole mouth and gums are olcered
and i keep on vomiting,
oh an to make it even better i keep on getting either hot or i am freezing
right now it feels like its 200 degrees
and the world is spinning
my mouth hurts so fucking much!!
*cries*
i hate my body right now
and i have so many awesome peices to edit and put up
but i cannot concentrate on computatorrrrr
ok
the actual reason why i am posting this
its in apologies of all the un-replied emails
hopefully by the end of next week ill be better and i can get cracking on that
on a positive note my birthday is coming very soon
well 20 days to be exact
i dont know what i am going to do for it yet
hopefully something with a few people
dinner or something?
i dont know
and i really dont care at the moment
ill post again soon when i am feeling better
right now
i am going to attempt to make some chicken noodle soup
i know how to cook
but its the energy which is killing me
i have never in my life slept as much as i have in the past couple of days
*sigh*
how is everyone else?
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